MisS IT A lOt

hmm.. i miss everything that i've done a lot.. i missed it so much.. i think my friends know what i'm trying to say here.. i miss it so much till i wanted to go back to time and restart it all over.. hmm.. but should i miss all this?? i really don't know.. i want to say i love you again to someone that truly loves me back.. hope someone can show me how much they love me rather then me making them feel guilty coz of me.. i can't change my habit.. really wish that person can cope with me when she's with me.. i really want to make her the luckiest girl, the happiest and will never will feel being lonely again.. the only thing that i can do right now is to hope for the best.. believing God will give me a good respond about this thing.. i know that God won't be mad at me for me wishing to make a person's life better n happier.. pray Lord.. thank Lord for giving me this beautiful life to live.. thank You very much.. love You, God forever..