LoVE tO GOD

just deleted few post that is not suppose to be there.. hmm.. actually i got so many things that i want to talk about but i just can't seems to put it in words and tell you guys about this.. its really hard.. i always prefer to talk in person.. but i can't find the right person to talk to.. all of my friend just give me the same old things that i've already know about.. i really wish there's someone who can tell me something extraordinary.. something different from this world.. something that can slap me in the face and wake me up.. ofcourse i don't mean to call an alien to come down to the earth and just slap me in the face.. i just really wish that someone really understands me.. i know lots of people is finding this kind of person.. but i can say that im not really that hard to please.. i just need someone really creative in words and can be there for me when i needed them the most and whenever i'm alone.. just really need that someone to be right beside me.. thats all i want.. i really wish God can hear my prayer about this and i wish God can help me in this... i believe God will and God does.. i just have to wait for it.. and ofcourse need to do some action while waiting for it right?? there no fortune that just going to roll down from the hill if u don't do anything.. God do please help me.. Thank You, God for listening.. Amen..